The Christmas Star
 
This was my grandmother's first Christmas without grandfather,   and we had promised him before he passed away that we would    make this her best Christmas ever. When my mom, dad, three    sisters and I arrived at her little house in the Blue Ridge    Mountains of North Carolina, we found she had waited up    all night for us to arrive from Texas. After we exchanged   hugs, Donna, Karen, Kristi, and I ran into the house. It   did seem a little empty without grandfather, and we knew    it was up to us to make this Christmas special for   her.
Grandfather had always said that the Christmas tree was    the most important decoration of all. So we immediately set    to work on the beautiful artificial tree that was kept
stored in grandfather's closet. Although artificial, it was   the most genuine looking Douglas fir I had ever seen.  Tucked away in the closet with the tree was a spectacular
array of ornaments, many of which had been my father's   when he was a little boy. As we unwrapped each one,  grandmother had a story to go along with it. My mother
strung the tree with bright white lights and a red button   garland; my sisters and I carefully placed the ornaments on    the tree; and finally father was given the honour of
lighting the tree.
We stepped back to admire our handiwork. To us, it   looked magnificent, as beautiful as the tree in Rockefeller   Center. But something was missing.
"Where's your star'" I asked.
The star was my grandmother's favorite part of the tree,  for it represented the star of Bethlehem that had led  the wise men to the infant Jesus.
"Why, it must be here somewhere," she said, starting to   sort through the boxes again. "Your grandfather always    packed everything so carefully when he took the tree
 down."
As we emptied box after box and found no star, my   grandmother's eyes filled with tears. This was no   ordinary ornament, but an elaborate golden star covered   with colored jewels and blue lights that blinked on and off.
Moreover, grandfather had given it to grandmother some fifty   years ago on their first Christmas together. Now, on her  first Christmas without him, the star was gone, too.
"Don't worry, Grandmother," I reassured her. "We'll find  it for you."
My sisters and I formed a search party.
"Let's start in on the closet where the ornaments were,"   Donna said. "Maybe the box just fell down."
That sounded logical, so we climbed on a chair and began   to search that tall closet of grandfather's. We found   father's old yearbooks and photographs of relatives,
Christmas cards from years gone by and party dresses and   jewelry boxes, but no star.
We searched under beds and over shelves, inside and   outside, until we had exhausted every possibility.
We could see grandmother was disappointed, although  she tried not to show it.
"We could buy a new star," Kristi offered.
"I'll make you one from construction paper," Karen   chimed in.
"No," Grandmother said. "This year, we won't have a star."

By now, it was dark outside, and time for bed, since Santa  would soon be here. As we lay in bed, we could hear the sound  of snowflakes falling quietly outside.
The next morning, my sisters and I woke up early, as was   our habit on Christmas day - first, to see what Santa had   left under the tree, and second, to look for the Christmas
star in the sky. After a traditional breakfast of apple pancakes, the family sat down together to open presents.
Santa had brought me the Easy Bake Oven I wanted, and Donna   a Chatty Cathy doll. Karen was thrilled to get the doll   buggy she had asked for, and Kristi to get the china tea
set. Father was in charge of passing out the presents,   so that everyone would have something to open at the same  time.
"The last gift is to Grandmother from Grandfather," he  said, in a puzzled voice.
"From who'" There was surprise in my grandmother's voice.
"I found that gift in grandfather's closet when we got the   tree down," Mother explained. "It was already wrapped so  I put it under the tree. I thought it was one of yours."
"Hurry and open it," Karen urged excitedly.
My grandmother shakily opened the box. Her face lit up  with joy when she unfolded the tissue paper and pulled out a glorious golden star. There was a note attached.
Her voice trembled as she read it aloud:
       "Don't be angry with me, dear. I broke your star while  putting up the decorations, and I couldn't bear to tell  you. Thought it was time for a new one. I hope it brings  you as much joy as the first one. Merry Christmas.
 Love,
       Bryant."
So grandmother's tree had a star after all, a star that   expressed their everlasting love for one another. It brought   my grandfather home for Christmas in each of our hearts and
made it our best Christmas ever.
 
    By Susan Adair
    from A Second Chicken Soup for the Woman's Soul
    Copyright 1998 by Jack Canfield, Mark Victor Hansen,
    Jennifer Read Hawthorne and Marci Shimoff