I always thought that
our kind of relationship
only existed in dreams
In the past
I did not want to let anyone
really know me
Now I find that
I am telling you things
that I long ago forgot
because I want you to understand
everything about me
In the past
I only wanted people
to see the best of me
Now I find that I do not mind
your seeing my faults
because I want you to accept me
the way I am
In the past
I thought that only I could make the
right decisions for myself
Now I can discuss all my ideas
with you
and you can help me make decisions
because I have such a complete trust
in you
In the past
I did not care how I treated people
Now I find that I have a new sensitivity
towards everyone
because my softest emotions
have been awakened by you
In the past
love was a word that I was not sure of
Now I find that inside of me
every fiber, every nerve, every emotion
every feeling is exploding
in an overwhelming emotion of love
and that love is all for you
I always thought that
our kind of relationship
only existed in dreams -
Now I have found out that
our kind of relationship
is even better than my dreams
-Poem by Susan Polis
Schutz
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